twenty-six

I made some more cupcakes with my soulmate today. And we went to IKEA. And we went to Beverly's. It was a very nice day until I started talking about my boyfriend problems. We all have them so no big deal. I'm just frustrated with myself. You don't know it's love until you have it. And now I feel like I've lost a little bit of it so I don't even have it anymore. I'm not sure if I feel better after my talk today with my soulmate about it. When he was gone I missed him. But not that much. And now he's back and I feel different.

I watched the last four episodes of Sex and the City tonight. It did make me feel a little bit better. And it made my night go really well. And then he got home and I feel all sick again. I hope this is just a weird time. I want it to go back to what it was.

And I want my fucking headache to go away too.